Recant

It has been brought to my attention that my post of former times (yesterday) was of a less than amicable nature. this was not my intent. i guess i was just thinking about how depressing life can be, and how grateful i was that there is a way to avoid being depressed.

my life doesn't suck. i actually really enjoy (parts of) my life. the only things which sometimes get me down are money and school. yes, i realize that those are things which are going to be with me for a while, which is why i am glad that i don't have to be brought down by those things. but all in all, i have a good life. i have a wife who to me is the most amazing woman in the world. i more than love her with all my heart: she is my heart, and as such is a part of my soul. it brings me no greater joy than to be able to make her happy, even if only for a moment. her laughter makes my spirit soar and my heart sing for joy. when i hear her say, "i love you," i feel that if i were to die right then, there never could have died a more happy, satisfied man, than i. she is the love of my life, and my reason for being.

thank you samantha, for being my beloved.